your own personal rorschach ([info]diffuse) wrote,
@ 2009-01-20 12:42:00
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there's always a mystery in the beginning
it always begins vague, amorphous.
and the shape it begins to take
is a reflection on our eyes
the extent to which it's beautiful,
how great our desire.
and this moves us to intimations of ecstasy.

so
how slowly do we move forward?
knowing that our hunger for revelation
will increase with each new discovery.
until we reach a peak
from which we believe we can see everything.
and thus no longer care to see anything.

those who ascend the mountaintop
become hungry for ever higher mountains to climb.
and so once one has climbed the highest mountain
where then can one go?



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[info]e_206
2009-01-22 01:24 am UTC (link)
i think i really messed up with kent today. i've been trying harder to sit back, sleep on, the 'dirty' emotions, of irritation, frustration, anger... to hopefully let them subside. we attempted to talk about them today. and my anger, irritation, and issue of down talking came out. that negative dirty side of myself that i dislike so much... and i know that those thoughts don't relate directly to what you wrote here. but reading this made me cry more anyways.

i guess i believe there is always something to ascend too. we just forget sometimes, because of everything else that can preoccupy our time.

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(Anonymous)
2009-01-27 02:24 pm UTC (link)
I hate that inevitable peak.

I, myself, prefer to live in your first paragraph. Which is why I will probably forever feel/be I, myself. Even when I am together.

It's probably way too perfect and cliche to say that I am afraid of heights. I wish I could climb with wild abandon. So I just sit at the bottom of the mountains and cry. Ha, Totally kidding on that one.

I just sit at the bottom and make jokes.

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