Someone wrote in ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} diffuse, |
Maybe, for some (like myself), that one thing gives them a satisfactory point of reference in which to view all other things. Not that the other things are gone, but just looked at a little differently. Maybe it gives everything context.
And maybe others, like yourself, can be proud and say that they are their own point of reference and that they don't want a filter. But I do. I don't feel like I can be trusted with anything. And maybe that's sad, but it doesn't feel like freedom to me. I need focus. I need unity. And even simplicity. I am not happy left to my own devices. Oneness is not boring for me- it's protection. And maybe protection from myself seems pretty lame to such a free spirit- but I will own that.
oops, whose blog was this??? Sorry for the hijack.
And maybe others, like yourself, can be proud and say that they are their own point of reference and that they don't want a filter. But I do. I don't feel like I can be trusted with anything. And maybe that's sad, but it doesn't feel like freedom to me. I need focus. I need unity. And even simplicity. I am not happy left to my own devices. Oneness is not boring for me- it's protection. And maybe protection from myself seems pretty lame to such a free spirit- but I will own that.
oops, whose blog was this??? Sorry for the hijack.
